Last 3 letters of the spring

The pause/ the silence/ your heart racing/ cheering me up/ your stupid jokes/ your nervous smile/ your man up voice/ your way of saying: I am here/ please notice/ I don’t know how else / but take this/ take everything from me/ would it help/ I figured yes

I just couldn’t…find the words/ failed to read between the lines/ was I using my eyes/ and held my arms instead/ called a cab half dead/ I know (too) how to run!/ couldn’t move my legs/ really needed to sit down/ dizzying sounds in my ears/

like a broken record:

I am afraid…of you, of this, of what I know will happen If I keep my promise

oversized hoodies for men – dressed up doll or playing house?

I hoped you’d understand. I wished you could – hoarding scrunchies as a final act of love

and I was thinking about you 

yk, I was wrong.