Last 3 letters of the spring

chased

obsessed with

stalked

harassed 

inspired by

drawn

written about

dreamed of 

desired

missed

Owed

Owned

Objectified!

misunderstood 

(all the fucking time)

craved 

adored

wanted

to satisfy a fragile, precious thing 

in the name of virility 

bare minimum felt like the new indulgence 

potentially promising potency 

only on odd dates, but slowly detaching emotionally on even 

devoured as a temporary touch of incitement 

cheated with 

by yours 

by mine

haunted by 

infatuated even

aroused

intoxicated with? 

yes, and…

Loved?

No. Never loved.