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  • The crying smelling my hair in the hallway that second time you leftkissing my shins that last time you stayedTelling me about herbreaking my trust; breaking your promise—never figuring it out Taking everything from me—funny how the tables have turnedwasting my words, my light, my joymaking me feel stupid for caringcalling me crazybeing my safe placelying straight…

  • The bridges had burnt a long time ago; you haven’t even noticedI know you tried to save the ashesI guess the bird got tired of dying and rising and dying againIt’s kinda romantic if you think about itI couldn’t be a witch foreveryou had to burn me at the stakethis is no miracle I have…

  • “She is very pretty and doesn’t like me at all”“I like-like you”“I am not going anywhere””I like how you move your wrists”“I am glad I met you”“Bro”“Take everything from me””I AM happy”“You are gorgeous””Shall we rename this to Maj Poem?”“You smell really good”“I love the little dance you do when you eat something you like””Would…

  • I hope she is everything you ever wanted And you’ve got insane chemistry yk, the chemistry you thought we were lacking  in that last month, because you didn’t touch me for 3 weeks I do remember how you said that nobody had made you “feel this way before” or “cum” or “safe and loved” But…

  • Everything I am not (!)BrokenLess for loving moreA failure for caring; still, even thoughDrowning andGasping for closureBegging for a bit of kindnessStarving, andGrateful for the breadcrumbsUnderstoodSleepless and Rage-cleaning my bathroom at midnightWaiting for a miracleClock-watching; avoiding the 12:12Looking for another reason Chosen by him; good riddance (I am just putting a braver face, this shit hurts)Irreplaceable Smelling like…

  • Life is long and boringAnd then it’s short and fastLife is a million seconds of reachingAnd a million hours of waitingLife is a puzzlehalfway finishedWhat do you say when you finish the puzzle, anyway?You say: “it’s been hard; not caring”Life is promising yourself to stay celibate for a yearand then breaking your vow later that…

  • Not knowing is awful; knowing is worseI still wear your hoodiesI have 14 plants nowI know you thought I met someone; that’s why. I didn’t. I was scared you could have. I didn’t want to face herMy hair is long again I injured my back, and I need to do stupid recovery exercisesI changed my yoga…

  • I am a black catcrossing your street at midnight I am a mad man screaming and laughing, then crying and shouting I am a little bit crazy, I mean, I know where you liveI AM SUCH A RED FLAGI want to talk all the time about feelings and their meaningYou are crashing it at small talk(no wonder they broke…

  • I imagine a gray, dim day  as the Eastern European legend has it:  when it pours, stick a knife in the ground—it will die down—a good luck token I’ve been told as a kid I watched my mother fight her fear of thunder  watched her run towards its core—a heavy sentence—someone has been  a shitty…

  • Nobody is comingyou are here all aloneWhat does that mean?I am surrounded by faces whiteblackmost of them bluelike the sky? yes, like the mirroring oceandeepand composed as if by disturbing its waters you might awake something long forgottena sea giant? a sea giant. yes. I am just afraid I am still wearing the clown’s clothesyet…