The last 3 letters of the spring
Just call it what you want.
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I remember the night I died to wonderthe darkness has been taking over since thenlike a bastard childcraving for a father’s favorbless me fatherhe would begbless mefatherI’m your only childsee melend me your earhave me yoursover and over one day in, andone day outand then stoplike a little boy scared of the neighbor’s dog barking…
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It’s been one of those days that you wouldn’t remember years laterFunny how sometimes life isAll the important dates seem to blur in one full, dry sentence It’s been so long, like it never happened but itdid.
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yellow flowers in my vase losing petals Was it so hard to say: I am sorry, I want you back I was always ashamed of my imagination The blueprint—my father He was a lonely child visibly annoyed whenever I’d refuse to be one reality of two It was you and me Is it too late…
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It drives me crazy. He seemed honest. I don’t know anymore. What would you think? If one day you just randomly find a scrunchie on the “everything” shelf in your boyfriend’s apartment? Not yours. You never wear your hair tied up. I’d think the worst. Yes, I know, his friends stayed there…four months ago…and he…
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Is it ok that I want to throw up when I look at old pictures of us? Is that normal? Is there someone to ask? I don’t even need an answer, only to ask Is it ok that I feel like being run over When I get off at your stop? Inevitably pulling an Anna…
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The way birds stop chirping The way even the forest freezes The way your home isn’t home anymore, but a jungle there is no way I am actually gone I am still here, I am still here They, the lost boys, are forever lonely one-time pass for the bygone meaning disclosure: If I tell you…
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You can’t love someone into being ready and I know I know They aren’t here because I am and I know I know They aren’t running because I am chasing and I know I know They aren’t leaving because I am staying Something’s broken The third eye drops down, sinking Testing my immunity Against the…
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It all starts with a phone call From there, there is only one leap into the void I could probably go and knock on some doors and beg for a couple of minutes of small talk I can’t change their mind even when they open I am crazy. I am mad. I am insane. Weaken…
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If you had asked me then what I wanted I would have said nothing but now Now I want the sky and the dead stars all of them I want their ashes stored deep in my tiger scars If you had asked me then what I wanted I would have said lovely It’s just The…
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I keep talking to them as if they would understand me I keep hoping they would I keep holding space for their personalities to resurface – rise above and walk on water Fuck, my… suboptimal pain threshold of making mine yours rejecting hope as a dangerous habit ‘cause I knew, I knew I’d have to be…
The last 3 letters of the spring 