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I hope she is everything you ever wanted And you’ve got insane chemistry yk, the chemistry you thought we were lacking in that last month, because you didn’t touch me for 3 weeks I do remember how you said that nobody had made you “feel this way before” or “cum” or “safe and loved” But…
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Everything I am not (!)BrokenLess for loving moreA failure for caring; still, even thoughDrowning andGasping for closureBegging for a bit of kindnessStarving, andGrateful for the breadcrumbsUnderstoodSleepless and Rage-cleaning my bathroom at midnightWaiting for a miracleClock-watching; avoiding the 12:12Looking for another reason Chosen by him; good riddance (I am just putting a braver face, this shit hurts)Irreplaceable Smelling like…
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Life is long and boringAnd then it’s short and fastLife is a million seconds of reachingAnd a million hours of waitingLife is a puzzlehalfway finishedWhat do you say when you finish the puzzle, anyway?You say: “it’s been hard; not caring”Life is promising yourself to stay celibate for a yearand then breaking your vow later that…
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Not knowing is awful; knowing is worseI still wear your hoodiesI have 14 plants nowI know you thought I met someone; that’s why. I didn’t. I was scared you could have. I didn’t want to face herMy hair is long again I injured my back, and I need to do stupid recovery exercisesI changed my yoga…
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I am a black catcrossing your street at midnight I am a mad man screaming and laughing, then crying and shouting I am a little bit crazy, I mean, I know where you liveI AM SUCH A RED FLAGI want to talk all the time about feelings and their meaningYou are crashing it at small talk(no wonder they broke…
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Nobody is comingyou are here all aloneWhat does that mean?I am surrounded by faces whiteblackmost of them bluelike the sky? yes, like the mirroring oceandeepand composed as if by disturbing its waters you might awake something long forgottena sea giant? a sea giant. yes. I am just afraid I am still wearing the clown’s clothesyet…
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July is endingI am eating peaches in my apartment in Prague:it looks like a place where someone who dances unclothed and then rage-cleans the bathroom livesMy plants are taking over my office corner, also the floors I am 27 years old (my knees would disagree)my bedsheets are white and the windows wide open I haven’t…
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I had this dream where I was wearing nothingYou were there too also wearing nothing but it wasn’t really youas in the you I always wantedHave I finally come to my senses?One word, just one wordrepeat after me: “…”Come one!you know the drillI just need to hear you say ituse your beautiful jawline and your…
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It’s no secretbreakups are all the same:there is the one who leaves—before being left, and the one that never doeswhen they go, they take you with themall that remains, are simply remains; the shellcall it an empty house if you wantthe optimists would name it a “canvas”too bad I am not one of those —…
