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This morning I reached for you all hazedI bet it makes me sound patheticbut, how would you know?you seeI’ve been going through some “stuff” latelyby lately I mean, for over two yearsthat’s how you become a junkie I guess I needed to face THE loss (repeat a lie long enough and it becomes the truth)and…
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I will eventually leaveI will pack my bags, yes, the plants too, all the russian dollsand the hand written lettersnothing screams like heartache as ferocious as a birthday card:the evidence of a life unnoticed—all I wanted was to be known if you had failed to see meyou should have just said soI would have packed…
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The panic in your eyes when I took that first picture. You were sitting in your armchair in your living room, holding your phone, looking through me—you will never be more beautiful. How much you loved lions of any kind, and when we went to the zoo just to see one. I remember I was…
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“Things always get worse before they get better”<<how worse?>>you’ll drown yourself in workimaginative workand imaginative effort making someone richeryet it’s never you<<not you>>“If you think something is off, then something is off” <<always trust your gut!>>I used to throw up in random bathrooms just becauseI knew they wouldn’t noticeBack then, things were strange as a…
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and it’s not that you left and it’s not your stupid neighborhood I can’t avoid and it’s not your stupid apartment I can see from the sidewalkand it’s not our weekends in bed, which now I spend in the gymand it’s not me hating this cityand hiding and hidingblaming the heatwavein truth I am just…
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I was gone for too longI forgot how to love this cityIts streetsI didn’t realize I had been unhappy until late Sunday morning in your bed. You left me sleeping — on your way back you brought sweets.I went very deep very down that rabbit holeOn the other side I met a gray-haired, sun-kissedwise womanShe…
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Scientists discovered The deepest oldest largest whale graveyardSeven km beneath the surface of the Indian Ocean forever and evergetting even with natureby Doing the job of a mother for a scared little boywho hadn’t been held when he was crying in the endwe are all food for the same wormIt’s only over when we stop…
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…that’s the thing with the unrequited loveYou can actually feel the power imbalance in your bones… They say rise above, be the bigger person, ok, done! Will that bring them back? Will that explain the scrunchy and blonde hair I found in his apartment? Just know, there was a before, and this is the after.…
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When they leave, what happens to you?Do you go too?do you move apartmentscut your hair in an ugly bobdo you switch countriestry another yoga studio, or two, or three (anything just to keep him comfortable)get a new jobgo on endless dates with random people from the internetpretend they are funpretend you are fun and keep…
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Where are you goingnow that the kids are sleeping and the boys are cheating on themselves?Is the yearning fading ‘cause the hell is burning? I might miss your face, yk.Had you seen the lights dimmingwhen the hope was shrinking;when the week was ending and the month, and then the year? I heard the glasses clinkingalmost…
