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So when you said that you loved me tooand when I said that I didn’t want to see you anymoreand when I said that I wasn’t your friendand when I said that you weren’t allowed to remember meand when you said that you needed outand the urgency of it, made me cry, you cried tooand…
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Everyone you know is going through somethingEverything you know is lostEveryone you know is losing someoneeither a stranger or themselvesIt does happen on a random Thursday, and it does hurt like a son of a bitchIt is the blood. It bleaches, andIt’s the cotton that’s bleached.It wasn’t a greeting It wasn’t a “lovely seeing you…
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It’s nice to dream about the hypothetical kids and hypothetical advice I’d give themI want the hypothesises not the children didn’t you hear? I am shallow – my eyes are red and swollen from all the leather tears I’ve forced on youskilfully pretending my intentions were good I’ve mastered lying when I was six -…
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tell me liespretty oneslike the dress I was wearing on that random summer eveningI remember thinkingoh god, this man, this man is going to be it (I tried to sell it on Vinted)tell me liesshiny oneslike my long black hair – I got a new haircut today (something big is about to happen) I remember…
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I need a wise serious man to tell me what to doI need a motherA scholar Someone who knows the truest truthI need someone else to carry my death for me Tell me PleaseAm I going to make it? Make…what? You are stuck in it like the rest of us.I need the other cheek to…
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5:Gray sky washing over months of living slowly dying reallytruly insane but let’s not think about tomorrow the future’s bright for those who aren’t readyA man in a white shirt, looking familiar; didn’t see his face watching from above; pictured a sharp jawline under his umbrella Breadcrumbs on my sweater sticking up for closure—what does…
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I didn’t go outside for eight months (tomorrow) didn’t realise how long it’s been since I left the you of me between the realms they love to joke, it’s where them the trolls live Bet it’s funny bet it’s rude to scream even are we? I heard you went and searched for all those things…
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I remember the night I died to wonderthe darkness has been taking over since thenlike a bastard childcraving for a father’s favorbless me fatherhe would begbless mefatherI’m your only childsee melend me your earhave me yoursover and over one day in, andone day outand then stoplike a little boy scared of the neighbor’s dog barking…
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It’s been one of those days that you wouldn’t remember years laterFunny how sometimes life isAll the important dates seem to blur in one full, dry sentence It’s been so long, like it never happened but itdid.
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yellow flowers in my vase losing petals Was it so hard to say: I am sorry, I want you back I was always ashamed of my imagination The blueprint—my father He was a lonely child visibly annoyed whenever I’d refuse to be one reality of two It was you and me Is it too late…
