Tell nothing Just sit with me in silence Do nothing Just let me feel your mess It caught me off guard with my hair undone In my bleached underwear Before I washed my face  In my dark play-act bathroom In my empty play-act home Look away remember me crumble say I am making myself cry…

missed by 2  minutes of stillness a connection train between two strangers I said I miss talking to you You said, “Any plans for the weekend?” I said I am afraid of you  You said, “I am not that scary.” And then; the metal box went rigid. It’s only a matter of time at home,…

My grief has a name green eyes always right never feels anything  except for all the feelings there are My grief hates being tickled  quick to judge your lack of confidence in the absence of a trial,  unless you pled guilty in an act of faith, or stream of consciousness; then it’s your loss! I…

Went through airport border control. Twice. You would have laughed so hard – very dana-coded ofc (checks out) The little things which aren’t little  and the bitter longings – will they ever sweeten? (Lol) Tell me more. about the time(s) you felt like running. You said. It’s been a while.  I said. I can(’t) relate.…

That was sad, there’s no point denying how sad it was. You only recognize it, when you’re no longer in it. It was the real me, and it was the real you, yet “it wasn’t really it”. In the middle of the night brawling air just to come out alive at 07:31 as if I…

the pause / the silence / your heart racing / cheering me up / your stupid jokes / your nervous smile / your man up voice / your way of saying I am here, please notice / I don’t know how else / but take this / take everything from me / would it help…

I loved that apartment – And I loved it, not because it was just a cool apartment Sure thing, it was! I loved that apartment because you loved me in it. Here, all things die silently screaming. Here I might not even be.