The last 3 letters of the spring

Tell nothing
Just sit with me in silence
Do nothing
Just let me feel your mess
It caught me off guard
with my hair undone
In my bleached underwear
Before I washed my face 
In my dark play-act bathroom
In my empty play-act home
Look away
remember me crumble
say I am making myself cry
Blame me for my loneliness and rest your head on my belly 
In the last moment, close your eyes
then shut the door in my face and when you go
I beg you—stay gone!
say 
You don’t remember
If anyone’s asking
say
She was cold-hearted February
when I was August
say 
You were freezing 
when I was burning
say 
You’re better off alone